She is just pretended, a hug is needed.

I feel like want cycling,
Escape to the other place far away from here,
Release my stressful,unhappy feeling.

Escape to the beach,
Shouting out loudly,
I am so painful for this period,
My healthy,my emotion, all and all.

Stressful enough for me to keep pretend,
Showing I am okay,
Showing I am strong enough in front of people,
The only word to describe me now,
Pretend.

Pretend who I am,
Pretend I don't care,
Pretend I can solve everything well,
Pretend I am happy with that.

The tear falling down,
almost at the mid-night,
She get insomnia,
She get sick,
But no one will know,
What actually happened to her.

Well,
She still believe she can cope all of this,
But she need time,
She believe hope will never lost,
希望在明天 :)

To be or not to be,
That is the question.